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Life After Loss

Life After Loss

The last year. It’s like a blur that I can recall every moment but yet it fades to thin air. Thin air because every moment I recall leads to an outcome I never dreamt of. It led to a life I never thought I would […]

A wilting heart

A wilting heart

Last night I lay in bed thinking. Thinking about why. Thinking about how. My life had always been like a blossoming flower where the petals would occasionally fall but never so far that I couldn’t see the sunshine shining down. Now, it just feels like […]

Journey to a whole heart

Journey to a whole heart

Here I am, raw and exposed. I am not the same woman I was a year ago. I am not the same woman I was six months ago. I am a woman that now falls to my feet more than I stand high. ‘I am […]

Pause & Rewind

Pause & Rewind

Have you ever wished that you could hit a pause & rewind button on your life? Pause on a moment you could spend a little longer enjoying, and rewind to take you back to a moment from your past. I feel like for most people […]

Path of Pain

Path of Pain

Some days I wonder if all those years I spent growing up reading, sharing and creating positive quotes to push me through life was to prepare me for this moment? The moment I would feel my heart shatter but still be able to walk through […]

Remembering Foxx

Remembering Foxx

Almost 2 weeks ago I went into labour. The same very day I would feel the most joy, and the worst pain ever imagineable. I’m writing because right now it feels like the only way I can get out my emotions with control. It feels […]

Body Image

Body Image

What really inspired me to write this post is going through my computer through old images and looking at pictures of my own body and remembering in that moment of time of how much I felt like my body was never “good enough”. It is […]

Third Trimester – scares, weight gain & birth “plans”

Third Trimester – scares, weight gain & birth “plans”

I am a little over 4 weeks into the 3rd trimester now. It’s been fun. No seriously, this has been a milestone for me though. I am just so amazed that I have been able to carry this lively little boy to reach 32 and […]

Weeks 5-12 pregnancy

Weeks 5-12 pregnancy

PREGNANT! The test showed two lines, a big fat positive that I was pregnant. I was surprised, but excited as despite being late for my period I was convinced I couldn’t be pregnant. I just didn’t feel pregnant and I felt like I had no […]


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